Samantha Wilson

Sam is Melbourne based, obtaining her now defunct degree -Bachelor of Creative Arts (hons.) – at the University of Melbourne a fast-receding number of years ago.  She runs SNAFU Theatre with her childhood friend and playwright May Jasper, and is only now learning how to dress seasonally.


 

The Shape

 

in the end,

the house empty

of course i realised

that i had dreamt of you.

a forcibly empty house

me drying my dishwashed hands

and suddenly crying,

catching myself,

and i remember dreaming

of your small warm hand

in mine.

how i had dreamt you into

my street,

how we had walked together

in the hot afternoon’s

half-light,

you as silent and content,

as i thought you used to be.

in my kitchen,

patting water on my cheeks,

i saw the largeness of

my grief for you,

breathing, living on

without us,

and all the ways i

would continue to pay.

 

 

 

III

 

It is his endless

morning glare

that hits first,

not buried beneath sheets

but encrusted to a chair

or

pouring milk into a bowl

or

slowly pushing the plunger down.

 

He is not expecting you

and that is his consolation.

 

Scraping him off,

touching the edge of the banister

you could very well not be there,

very well not be grinding yourself

into him.

 

*

 

It is four in the morning

when he gets home,

familiar through the sightless presence,

as leaning against templed hallways

he sees you, just,

a fluttering glimpse in a dimming eye

as his hands fumble

dumbly for switches and

pocket change, and he

doesn’t quite know who he is any more

when sudden light surprises the

reflection crouching in the bathroom.

 

Stained, searching through

mirrored gazes for eyes and

ears and the four small moles

that one day disappeared.

His body deflated into

a husk.

 

The moon has beaten him tonight

standing by the window, and

whether he will finish in your bed

is a question you wont ask,

as lives past are discovered

in the floorboards

the house creaking

with unexpected scrutiny.

He does not know you are watching.

Mornings were made for nights like this

as sobs and breath

not your own

numb themselves into light.

 

*

 

He drinks four glasses of water

and remembers, finally, to close the fridge door.

In this half-light

he is a unicorn, almost,

pressing his body down in

bleak inspection of what is still there.

 

And only one thing he can say:

No body is this here

No body is this.

 

 

Murakami

 

You go into a room, because the bedside lamp

is on. You don’t have to turn it off,

but you want to. You trip over

a bedsheet, but the whole time your

eyes are fixed on the lamp.

This is how M makes you feel.

 

You are so fixed on this idea, that

instead of seeing Brando’s tux shirt in

a Godfather poster, you think he’s

holding a soft drink container.

 

It takes several re-glimpses to

shatter that image.

 

Paul Fearne

Paul Fearne is a poet and philosopher working and residing in Melbourne, Australia. His poems have appeared in a number of journals including Westerly, Stylus, Unusual Work and verb-ate-him. His philosophical work has appeared in journals such as Consciousness Literature and the Arts. He is currently undertaking a PhD in Philosophy and LaTrobe University, and has completed a Master’s degree from the University of Melbourne.

 

 

 

A Dream of Coral

let the light of our hesitation bend around the moon
                           and clothe the sea in memories
             let the sound of the morning
sweep this cloud of butterflies
             into the uncertainty of tomorrow

there is a pause in the turning of the sky
              it marks the sorrow the birds feel
that the winter has forgotten its home
                            and the snow is reticent to melt

              a sea horse searches for its past
but the future is all it knows
                                        and in time
it will become a dream of coral
                           and wander further
             than it ever has before

 

The Regrets of Dragon Flies

a clothes line whirls in the breeze
                          on it
              sway pegged dreams
and the regrets of dragon flies

              a rustling catches our ears
it is the litter of autumn
              and the wandering of our fears

in a rain that has not fallen for a thousand years
              the simplicity of our forgetting
                             curls in a gentle mist
              and reminds us
that the last wish of a starfish
                             is all the dawn needs
to chase away the morning’s cobwebs
                            and their gentle intransigence

                            a nervous pride of clouds
(a fellowship that has never known a moments rest)
               gather up our best intentions
and scatter them throughout  the sea
and into the hopes of time
                             as she whispers the trembling names
                of all those lost silences
that have kept us searching
searching for the dust of the night’s companionship
                              and the kind wisps of longing
that sleep in the ancient abbey
we once knew as our home

 

Alan Gould

Alan Gould is an Australian poet, novelist and essayist.  His seventh novel, The Lakewoman,  was launched at The 2009 Melbourne Writers’ Festival, and his twelfth volume of poetry, Folk Tunes, has just been published by Salt.  Among his many awards, he has won the NSW Premier’s Prize For Poetry (1981),  The National Book Council Banjo Prize for Fiction (1992), The Philip Hodgins Memorial Medal For Literature, and The Grace Leven Award for his The Past Completes Me – Selected Poems 1973-2003.

 

 

 

 

 

Two At A Café Table

 

for MG

 

Gold estuary falling on your shoulder,

what does blonde hair do?

It’s thirty seven Aprils since

I swam in gold with you,

 

lay close and breathed pine resin in;

we bonked our lunchtimes through,

our syllabus was tongue and groove

and what might nipples do.

 

Now coffee and our fancy cakes

are lush, but snag our way.

Miraculous how natural

the things we need to say,

 

to find response aglitter in

the lives that we now reach,

this winter day’s exquisite calm,

this frisson in our speech.

 

Is it your body’s loveliness,

is it my voice alone,

is it the gesture of a hand

or curve of your facial bone,

 

that lift us to our form of words

healing as they renew?

How come it took us half a life

to find this rendezvous

 

and see the gift of person in

the flesh that we once held,

now ADG can be less gauche,

Michelle be more Michelle’d?

 

Thirty seven years are here

and shoppers stop to stare

where two old lovers incandesce

and golden is the air.

 

Nathan Curnow

Nathan Curnow’s latest collection, The Ghost Poetry Project (Puncher & Wattmann), is based upon his stays at ten haunted sites around the country.  He has featured widely on ABC and with further assistance from the Australia Council is writing a new play based upon convict stories and escape myths.   

www.ncurnow.blogspot.com

 

 

Sails and Anvils

 

Travelling to Australia’s most ‘haunted’ house

 

Upon arrival I will be the working poet cocked

for inspiration, directing my hosts with a pen’s arrow

from the signs of my splitting headache.  Inside

the plane the cabin of my head is rocked by

turbulence.  Great sails and anvils are bright

arctic pages, the story of a doomed expedition. 

This is the lesson—do not stay with poets

the night before flying out, drinking ensues

and they just want to have sex or complain

about their rejections.  I left them moaning,

friends of mine, making love like friends,

bearing all but their vocabularies, competing

in wild noises.  Aren’t we all falling, our egos

packed with a plastic whistle to draw attention?

If the plane lands safely there is a rental car

waiting, some compartment I can crash in. 

Another brittle booth, certain to betray me

when the impact finally comes.  I am cranky

this morning, hurtling toward the chapter of

my decline.  But with a pen and a pose I go

to work as if spirited by questions of ‘soul’.

I just want to get off.  Go, get fucked. 

We are turning into cloud.

 

 

 

 

Love Note On Serviette

 

Inspired by an account of the ‘prisoner’ who in 1899 threw a love poem

weighted by a stone over the wall of the Fremantle Lunatic Asylum.

 

my own fond love
this portion find your path
I feel myself beyond myself
am able to choose this rock
to traffic these words
put your cold on me
gazing forever upward
throw me something
I love you I love you
lavender is making sense

 

notice the rocks
I have practiced this
promise me yourself
I found a secret passage
beneath the Peppercorn trees
it is forbidden by the Pope
instead he blessed me
with a hole in the wall
I have imagined
that you wave
 
much like you throw
throw me something
be my gracious garden
your voice climbs over
a lavender ladder
do you want to
hear me breathing
I am feeling myself
the stiff sin of a sinner
the Pope is always watching

 

 

 

The Frame Around Us  

 

Following my night in a ‘haunted’ hearse

 

again my weight on the edge of your bed,

words fall like empty shells, your ticking clock is

Pinocchio’s face, hands point to always speak the truth

 

my up-late brainteaser, I beg you to tell me

but your body is a ruthless mime, signalling all 

that you refuse to say, scared the words will turn to flesh  

 

a shrug of your shoulders, you are locked,

it is late, I am so tired of this coming and going,

one day I will tell you of this grand adventure, what it did

 

and did not achieve, these long road-trips,

a night in a hearse cocooned in my sleeping bag,

I saw shadows spill over the ceiling’s canvas, slide off

 

above my head, slowly at first, each one fell

the way I have become my poems, retreated to

my cluttered desk, I am disappointing to meet in person

 

stranded by language, designed for answers,

neat squares on a page of black, filling the boxes

with crude solutions, revising, we are grubby crosswords

 

down and across, the hands of your clock

trim away the night, as if time decides the rules

of the puzzle, keeps changing the frame around us 

 

just lie down, we are safe for now,

it takes more than courage and words, waiting

to tell you of all I have seen, tonight I will not budge

 

 

(These poems are published in The Ghost Poetry Project, Puncher and Wattmann, 2009)  http://www.puncherandwattmann.com/pwghost.html

Kirk Marshall

Kirk Marshall is the Brisbane-born(e), Melbourne-based author of “A Solution to Economic Depression in Little Tokyo, 1953”, a 2007 Aurealis Award-nominated full-colour illustrated graphic novelette. He holds a Bachelor of Creative Industries (Creative Writing), with Distinction from the Queensland University of Technology, and a first-class Honours degree in Professional Writing from Deakin University. He has written for more than fifty publications, both in Australia and overseas, including “Going Down Swinging”, “Voiceworks”, “Word Riot” (U.S.A.) and “3:AM Magazine”. As of 2009, he is the editor of “Red Leaves”, Australia’s first (and only) English-language / Japanese bi-lingual literary journal (http://www.myspace.com/redleaveskoyo). His debut short-story collection, “Carnivalesque, And: Other Stories”, will be published by Black Rider Press in 2010.

 

 

Suite of Haiku

Electricity:
a strobing head, a cut lip
My blood gloves his fist.
 
They hug me once as
pillows of breath are wrestled
from my lungs: farewell.
 
Cities capture light
and reflect them back on streets
slick with midnight rain.
 
Through the winter he
watches from his register:
I greet him for smokes.
 
Moon suspended as
she smiles into her scarf and
replaces her phone.
 
Wolves whine at my door –
On the beach, they chase waves and
devour turtle eggs.
 
I write, knowing a
succession of dead poets
expect something grand.
 
He is heartbroken.
She is not. She is waiting.
He is years behind.
 
She lies amidst reeds:
her nude back is bruised where the
ladybirds collect.
 
Fog hugs the king’s legs
as he forges through bracken:
a fox turns to watch.

 

 

Omar Musa

Omar Musa “Hemingway” (Dir: Tom Spiers) from MRTVIDZ on Vimeo.

 

Omar Musa is the 2008 Australian Poetry Slam champion. A rapper and hip-hop artist, he counts amongst his experiences having swum with piranhas and alligators in Bolivia and teaching Aboriginal children in outback Australia. The Malaysian-Australian baritone has backpacked almost every continent and has a treasure-trove of stories to tell. Raised in the orange brick flats of Queanbeyan, Australia as part of an artistic family, the 25-year old says he wants to “introduce a new level of poetry to Australian hip-hop.”

Musa was a winner of the prestigious British Council’s Realise Your Dream award in 2007 and relocated to London to work in the UK hip-hop scene with grime star Akala and slam poet Jahnell. He has been played on Triple J and has recorded with J Records band 2AM Club in Los Angeles. He recorded his debut The Massive EP with veteran producer Geoff Stanfield in Seattle, USA, of whom he says “I finally felt as if I had found the perfect sound to compliment my lyrics.”

“It is a strange animal of an EP,” says Musa. “Written in London, recorded in the States by a Malaysian-Australian, it definitely has an original feel.”  Navigating between underground hip-hop and mainstage performance poetry, Musa’s work is unique.

 

 

 

 

 

Musa’s first poetry collection The Clocks was launched at this year’s Ubud Writers’ Festival.

 

Brooke Linford

Brooke Linford was co-editor of Egg(Poetry) from 2002-2006. Her work has appeared in several Australian publications. Brooke currently lives in Victoria where she works in Administration and studies Italian.

 

 

 

Fifteen

I loved you at fifteen

 

days of green cordial

nights of coconut ice

you understood me

or fooled me well

 

we stole garden statues

drank warm beer by the river

coloured our hair for $3.50

 

you’re covered in scars now

I’ve heard

and I know

you could never love me

the way you did at fifteen

 

 

 

Motel

 

I’m barely here

restrained

and untouching

 

tucking holidays

into the gaps

with irrational insistence

 

can I love you more

than that

more

than any frantic grab

at poise

at calm

 

I can love you more

than that

 

screened windows

and borrowed sheets

tucked into your arm

with a $3 dinner

 

I don’t care what’s on

any movie

in any room

with any view

 

 

Taste

there are books spread out
a circle of love and heartache – slowly
a drop of red pools
on my top lip

I notice in the mirror how tired
my eyes are
tugging the curls from my hair

I translate
halting
using my fingers
using my tongue to taste the difference

mio marito abita con me
mio marito abita con me

 

 

 

Julie Chevalier

Julie Chevalier is a Sydney poet and short story writer.  Her work appears in Antipodes, BlueDog, Famous Reporter, Island, Meanjin, Overland, snorkel, and Southerly.  

 

Women of Antiquity 2002 was joint runner-up for the Judith Wright Poetry Prize for New and Emerging Poets, 2008.  A Cylinder for the Tree Trunk won the National Short Story Competition 2009 run by the Society of Women Writers NSW.

 

She teaches at NSW Writers’ Centre, South Coast Writers’ Centre and Sydney WEA.

 

 

 

 

Hot Momma Angels of Gangland

 

Waiting for my flight I spotted Hot Momma Angels of Gangland, Taboo Tattooed Chicks, Paparazzi Razor Murders and Sharks at the Bar so I ventured over to the bloke reading The Stoned Zone at the cash register and said, ‘Any big gold-embossed airport poems?’  ‘Poems don’t sell,’ he said.  I know poets are charitable so asked, ‘Freebies?’  ‘Against company policy.’  He clamped his lips.  ‘Any doorstopper short story collections then?’  He tried to sell me Music for Airports but I said I’d already been there and palmed him A pantoum for foggy circling.

 

 

the fall

against his sincere-blue poly shirt the returned serviceman carries a bouquet of daisies fresh from the petrol station … he’s come to the airport to meet his new RSVP best friend … a real looker if her photo is anything to go by … he needs more than this offering to compensate for posting a fifteen year old photo…his kid brother with the bedroom-eyes…he wonders if she’ll notice his own eyes aren’t green…his gamey knee…he was only nineteen…her email about midnight tangos … she’s flying Virgin — in your dreams — and here’s a woman crossing the tarmac carrying a bunch of flowers the yellow of her faded hair…she’s hurrying toward him as fast as she can with the sole of her orthopaedic boot built up so high

 

 

 

the airport curfew ends at 06:00

 

05:30.   attic skylights, braced

against dark and rain, admit soundwaves.

commuters are driving to the cbd,

 

their highway drone like planes idling. 

the blanketing hum turns to roar;

my stomach clenches.

 

double insulation lines the roof, but,

at 06:00 hours, planes abrade the 8/8 cloud cover

low hovering lights penetrate fog.

 

once, at a no airport noise rally

i marched with stentorian garbage trucks,

now they’re mustering bins

 

at the curb, as my alarm whoops it up

with some bird’s deet deet deet

and a van rumbling in the lane.

 

the western distributor drums

its all-weather thunder

and again i try to sleep

 

 

 

Jal Nicholl

Jal Nicholl’s poetry has appeared in Retort Magazine, Stylus Poetry, Famous Reporter, Quarterly Literary Review SingaporeThe Diagram and Shampoo Poetry.

 

 

 

Prelude

 

Conjecture what his studies were that year:

to ride a pony led by the harness

was far the largest part of his tuition.

 

Conjecture how he gathered in

the blackberry harvest; through what conceit

sucking, as he went, the juice of recognition.

 

Conjecture it was a rented domain¾

weevils in the grain-chute, dry vats in the dairy;

still, rule at that time was by divine commission.

 

 

 

On the Demolition of an Inner-City Housing-Estate

 

A discontinued pylon waves

Steel tendons that anneal

A stump that wont let go the earth.

And, strange to say, that steel

 

Calls to my mind the tentacles

An invertebrate puts forth

And thus, seemingly, on the sea

To again submerge the earth.

 

And the fact is theres little here

But suffers a sea-change,

And turns to something richthough far

From positively strange.

 

Ah! No more arguments by night

Over bail or heroin:

Pigeons and poverty alike

Have left on tattered wing.

 

***

 

And I will put my things away

As well, and throw away

All that I can of my life till now,

And set up house and stay

 

Where car-lots, fast-food and store-outlets

Are unevenly strewn

In clumps, like ethnic diasporas.

Ill learn to live alone

 

But still remain dissatisfied

As with a kiss on the cheek,

With the only answer you could give

To one who, for the sake

 

Of more than you acknowledge asks

Again: is my worth greater

Than my wages, the same, or less?

That you were of the latter

 

View then was clear, although you claimed

No answer could be found

To a question thatcould I not see?

Was patently unsound.

 

 

 

Evening Piece (After Houellebecq)

 

Outside the shopping centre

A crowd is on the boil;

A crippled pigeon doesnt ask

Whose tyger, or why so cruel,

 

But seeks the gutter; while, nearby,

A beggar holds his sign, and bears

The foreign students chatter

As saints submit to jeers.

 

I make my way down Swanston St.,

Passing electric signs

That point pseudo-erotically

Down stairs and back-lanes.

 

Oh, hi, Its Adeline;

I make my excuse, and hear catcalls

Directed at a Doric-skirted

Pair of school-age girls.

 

The economy flourishes;

I try to breathemy chest grows tighter;

And you will not appear.

I still love you, Rita.

 

 

Dona Samson Zappone

Dona was born in Malaysia of Sri Lankan parents. She migrated to Australia in 1981. Her work has appeared in Poetry Without BordersSun and Sleet Zinewest, Reunion WEA Poetry Project, Auburn Letters Zinewest, She has exhibited her artworks and design, and has a short film and a play to her credit.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Muddy River (Malaysia)

 

  

a crocodile slides through the muddy river,
sampans glide with commuters
each stroke of the paddle closer and closer to shore
mangrove trees, their branches grasp like giant octopus
dance against the muddy river banks.
the river flows swiftly gathering dead branches
rubbish, household items, timber, gliding with the tide
this river once our childhood haven of mudcrabs and fishing
shimmers in the early morning sunshine
boats tied against the docks
now bob up and down in the murky water
an old wizened man sits, smoking a cheroot
watching fascinated, reminiscing the wonders of the river
a tourist boat advertising, ‘api-api’ tour of the mangrove swamp
is getting ready with his preparations for the night tourist
a shopkeeper is wiping down the outdoor tables and chairs
while Chinese music from a radio kills the serenity of the peaceful day
its just another day on the river in Kota Tinggi of my childhood.

 

api-api: fireflies        sampan: canoe

 

Woomera 
 
a ragged group of refugees
stood on a high roof waving a white sheet, like a flag-
‘freedom, freedom!’ they chanted in Persian, Dari, Urdu
Pashto an Africaan, in Indonesian and Vietnamese
 some wrenched the metal bars apart
others threw blankets over the razor sharp fences,
they climbed and squeezed through
to jump and hurl themselves into the crowd and run
from the arms of the waiting police
 
sewing their lips in protest
on hunger strikes for several days
queue jumpers, illegals, rejectees,
they were herded like animals
easier controlled and forgotten
they were locked away, questioned, watched and punished
long months of being detained inside this barred prison
                                                it had taken its toll
                                                brave, desperate, lucky?
                                                they risked all to find freedom
now stateless without a future
did they have a right for their freedom?
just because they spoke in tongues
did they have to be locked up like criminals?
there were women, children, young and old 
waiting for release from a nightmare called
‘W o o m e r a’