Mascara Literary Review

Issue Two - October 2007

Brenda Saunders

Brenda Saunders is a Sydney writer and artist. She is a member of the Poets Union NSW and the Round Table Poets. As an urban Aboriginal artist and activist she is also a member of the Boomalli Aboriginal Artists Cooperative. Her poetry and articles have been published in journals like Thylazine and Poetrix as well as being broadcast on ABC Radio National. Brenda was selected for The Red Room Company’s Poetry Crimes, and more recently for Poetry Without Borders ( National Poetry Week 2007).

 

 

Dark Secrets
Truth can spill out 
with little hooks 
of questions,
caught in photos 
stuffed at the back 
of a drawer.
Families of black people
camping in tents
faded to sepia tints.
A loving couple 
one white, one dark
uneasy in a boat on a lake.
And the negatives
give nothing away.
Vanished frames of secret lives
pale squares on wallpaper
whisper denial.
In the silence of the old house
my fingers leave traces
in the film of dust.
 
Untitled
Dark hands
beat the silence.
Curled tight they hold
the anxious moment, 
let others slip by.
Years of blackness 
spread across the palms
 rivers dispossessed,
tributaries 
going nowhere.
Time runs out 
with the present fear,
a lifeline held
in metal cuffs
caught at the wrist.
 
Black-out
'Sista girl     need money    to get home    Native title   
case   'Big time!'  she raps, edgy.
Some story.    
She's young, black and living in the city:
'Gimme a dolla  
Pay the Rent   
whitey guilt  
easy street'
Up in court, on the run. Stealing stuff,   
could be.
'This is a refuge' I say, 'OK? For Koori women at risk  
Rape and violence, you know.'
        RIGHTS FOR WOMEN   pinned to the wall,  
       a poster men don't read,
       (after the rage he's blotto on the bed.   
       She plays dead.)
I give her money, refer her on.   
Now I hear she's working  
on the Block, 
tradin' for cuz  
speedy in the fast lane:
Live for the day.  
Locked in jail,   
singin' up country.
Dreamin's free ...
cuz: cousin, friend,  singin' up country: remembering  tribal land